Nakakatawa. Parang walang nagbago sa buhay ko. Nilipat ko dito mga dati kong blog. Tapos yung mga pinagsasasabi ko dati, pwede pa rin magamit ngayon. Ibang babae nga lang. Hahaha. Pero hindi naman lahat negatibo. Yung hindi ko pag-inom ng softdrinks na sinimulan ko dati, napagpapatuloy ko pa rin ngayon. Pero may daya. Pag nasa ibang bansa ako, umiinom ako ng Fanta o ibang mga kagaya nito na matatawag na softdrinks....
So. After many years, here I am again trying to write. I actually just want to document work-related things. Which can be find in Notes soon? I hope so. But maybe some personal things will grace these pages again. Let’s see.
It is your special day. But you can make any day special. You are a goddess among goddesses. You are a blessing to everyone. I wish for your happiness. You deserve every bit and more. I am always here for you. You do not need me but just in case. Please allow me to thank you. For talking and listening to me. For allowing me into your world. For everything, thank you....
I must apologize. I did something horrible. I just thought that it was possible. I assumed that we were friends. You never really acknowledged me. The way you acknowledge other people that they are your friends. Close friends, even. But out of the kindness of your soul, you still allow me in your world. I know this is my fault. I know I am not worth it. I should really be contented....
I miss you. I really miss you. The beautiful goddess. The kind soul. The play on words. The nothingness. And more. So much more.
I’m sorry, I got carried away. Of course, we can never be close friends. What am I thinking? I don’t even know if we are friends. Shame on me.
We have gotten close, haven’t we? Chatting about anything that comes to mind. I do mostly the typing, you do mostly the reading. But unlike days past, you are now sharing. I should be contented and I think I am. Doing things online is the easier way. But sometimes I wish we could talk. You, me, some food, face-to-face. I really should be contented instead.
I like your honesty. You are the only person that can say good things about me and make me actually believe them. If only I have good things about me.
If you are suspecting that I still like you, you are correct. I like you. I have always liked you. But I think I am okay with this. With being just friends with you. I am too broken a person to act on my feelings. And when someone comes along, someone that you deserve, someone that is right for you, I will not run and hide. I will not get jealous....
Where will you go when the only place you know is already occupied by someone else?
Awts!
Matapos ang ilang buwan, eto na ang Day 1. Haha. Ang mga pangyayari na nakasaad dito ay naganap noong April 30, 2011. Dumating na ang araw ng paglipad. Ang oras ng aming paglipad ay <oras>. Umalis kami ng bahay ng <oras> matapos ang kaunting pagbabasta pa. Nagbaon pa kami ng cereals at cup noodles. Sayang at hindi ko na maalala kung anu-ano at kung ilan. Sarap pa naman din ng mga iyon....
Bow.
I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life I know you’ll be a star in somebody else’s sky But why, why, why can’t it be, can’t it be mine?
Umuulan na naman Walang makita sa labas Malakas ang pagbuhos Kumikidlat at kumukulog Sa paglisan Kasabay ng pag-ulan Hindi na matanaw Ang pinuntahan May ibang tinitignan Nagbabalik ang nakaraan Walang magagawa Walang kalaban-laban Tumitila na ang ulan May nakikita na sa labas Ngunit sa loob Umuulan pa rin
Hindi makatulog Umiiyak Kalma lang Kalma lang Hindi makahinga Nanginginig Kalma lang Kalma lang Huwag na mag-isip Ipikit ang mga mata Kalma lang Kalma lang Umiiyak, nanginginig Naninikip ang dibdib Hindi makatulog, hindi makahinga Kumalma ka, maawa ka
Iyan lang muna. Hindi ko pa rin pala nasusundan yung nakaraang post ko. Hoho.
Sa wakas! Eto na ang umpisa ng mga blog post tungkol sa paglalakbay sa Japan na nabanggit dito at dito. Matagal ko na itong naipangako at mukhang matutupad ko na ngayon. Hehe. Simulan natin ang kwento sa paghahanda. Day 0 ang nasa paksa pero ang totoo ay higit pa sa isang araw ang kakailanganin sa paghahanda. Maraming bagay ang dapat asikasuhin. Pinagsama-sama ko lang sa iisang post ang lahat para masaya....
May kwentong watusi ako. Noong bata pa ako, mga elementary siguro (hindi ko na maalala yung saktong taon), may isang trabahador na naglalaro ng watusi sa bahay namin. Eto yung bahay namin sa San Mateo dati na nilisan na namin. May repair shop kasi na umuupa sa harap at ang kuya dun na hindi ko na maalala ang pangalan ang nagwawatusi. Bata pa ako noon kaya normal lang na gusto ko rin ng sarili kong watusi....