EHLO!

Nakakatawa. Parang walang nagbago sa buhay ko. Nilipat ko dito mga dati kong blog. Tapos yung mga pinagsasasabi ko dati, pwede pa rin magamit ngayon. Ibang babae nga lang. Hahaha. Pero hindi naman lahat negatibo. Yung hindi ko pag-inom ng softdrinks na sinimulan ko dati, napagpapatuloy ko pa rin ngayon. Pero may daya. Pag nasa ibang bansa ako, umiinom ako ng Fanta o ibang mga kagaya nito na matatawag na softdrinks....

So. After many years, here I am again trying to write. I actually just want to document work-related things. Which can be find in Notes soon? I hope so. But maybe some personal things will grace these pages again. Let’s see.

Oubaitori Never compare yourself. Everyone blossoms in their own time in different ways. Don’t judge yourself by someone else’s path. Kaizen Continuously improve. Constantly strive to improve across all areas of your life. Small changes accumulate and make all the difference. Wabi-sabi Embrace imperfection. Nothing lasts, nothing is complete. Accept your own flaws and those of others. Find beauty in imperfection. Mottainai Don’t be wasteful. Everything deserves respect and gratitude....

Hard skills get you hired. But soft skills get you promoted. 11 soft skills to accelerate your career: Communication Listen without interrupting. Speak with a positive tone. Pay attention to your body language. Persuasion Identify what other people care about. Create stories that resonate with them. Communicate those stories with brevity and emotion. Negotiation Listen carefully. Understand what the other side wants. Know your worth. Then propose solutions that benefit both sides....

We’ll figure it out together. I can make time. Text me when you’re home. Drive safe. Being weird together. Ruin my sleep schedule to talk to you. Copied from https://www.instagram.com/p/CrTvku4OVe_/ for my own learning.

It’s okay to let some people leave. I lost myself trying to fix you. We’re all weak for someone. Trust me, I will never come into your life if you feel better without me. Don’t worry about me, I can act like I’m okay. I was hurt too, but I’m always silent. Be real but never try to prove it. Copied from https://www.instagram.com/p/CrYQwc3JnJd/ for my own learning.

It is your special day. But you can make any day special. You are a goddess among goddesses. You are a blessing to everyone. I wish for your happiness. You deserve every bit and more. I am always here for you. You do not need me but just in case. Please allow me to thank you. For talking and listening to me. For allowing me into your world. For everything, thank you....

I must apologize. I did something horrible. I just thought that it was possible. I assumed that we were friends. You never really acknowledged me. The way you acknowledge other people that they are your friends. Close friends, even. But out of the kindness of your soul, you still allow me in your world. I know this is my fault. I know I am not worth it. I should really be contented....

I miss you. I really miss you. The beautiful goddess. The kind soul. The play on words. The nothingness. And more. So much more.

I’m sorry, I got carried away. Of course, we can never be close friends. What am I thinking? I don’t even know if we are friends. Shame on me.

We have gotten close, haven’t we? Chatting about anything that comes to mind. I do mostly the typing, you do mostly the reading. But unlike days past, you are now sharing. I should be contented and I think I am. Doing things online is the easier way. But sometimes I wish we could talk. You, me, some food, face-to-face. I really should be contented instead.

I like your honesty. You are the only person that can say good things about me and make me actually believe them. If only I have good things about me.

If you are suspecting that I still like you, you are correct. I like you. I have always liked you. But I think I am okay with this. With being just friends with you. I am too broken a person to act on my feelings. And when someone comes along, someone that you deserve, someone that is right for you, I will not run and hide. I will not get jealous....

Where will you go when the only place you know is already occupied by someone else?

Awts!

Matapos ang ilang buwan, eto na ang Day 1. Haha. Ang mga pangyayari na nakasaad dito ay naganap noong April 30, 2011. Dumating na ang araw ng paglipad. Ang oras ng aming paglipad ay <oras>. Umalis kami ng bahay ng <oras> matapos ang kaunting pagbabasta pa. Nagbaon pa kami ng cereals at cup noodles. Sayang at hindi ko na maalala kung anu-ano at kung ilan. Sarap pa naman din ng mga iyon....

Bow.

I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life I know you’ll be a star in somebody else’s sky But why, why, why can’t it be, can’t it be mine?

Umuulan na naman Walang makita sa labas Malakas ang pagbuhos Kumikidlat at kumukulog Sa paglisan Kasabay ng pag-ulan Hindi na matanaw Ang pinuntahan May ibang tinitignan Nagbabalik ang nakaraan Walang magagawa Walang kalaban-laban Tumitila na ang ulan May nakikita na sa labas Ngunit sa loob Umuulan pa rin